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THANKS DAD!!!!!YOU SHOULD THANK ME IN RETURN THAT I HAVENT KILLED YOU!   
08:59pm 24/03/2009
 

WHEN I WAS JUST A LITTLE BOY MY DAD TREATED ME LIKE SHIT.AS A MATTER OF A FACT I REMEMBER HIM WHIPING A CHIP MAGNET AT MY HEAD WHEN I WAS AROUND FIVE YEARS OLD CAUSE I WAS CRYING.HE WOULD DO THING TO ME LIKE SHOVE FOOD IN MY FACE CAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO EAT IT.AND TRY TO FIGHT ME WHEN I WAS 9 YEARS OLD.

THIS ONE TIME WHEN I WAS ABOUT 13 MY I WAS LAYING IN MY ROOM AND I HEARD MY DAD SCREAMING "WHAT THAT LITTLE PEICE OF SHIT HAS SOMTHING TO SAY! HUH MOTHER FUCKER YOU GOTTA PROBLEM WITH ME SMOKING WEED AND DRINKING? FUCK HIM! COME AND SAY SOMETHING! "SO I CAME OUT OF MY ROOM AND SCREAMED YEAH YOUR A FUCKN LOSER. THE DRUNK PEICE OF SHIT TRIED FIGHTING ME THEN LEFT. AS HE WAS LEAVING MY LITTLE SISTER SCREAMED "NO DADDY PLEASE DONT GO PLEASE DADDY'' HE SAID "IM NOT COMING BACK THIS IS TIMMYS HOUSE NOW HES THE MAN OF THE HOUSE".

THIS MAN RUINED MY FUCKN LIFE AND I HATE HIM FOR IT!ALL THE TIMES I HEARD HIM SCREAMING AND BREAKING THINGS TREATING MY MOM LIKE SHIT. I MEAN THIS GUYS ACUSED HER OF CHEATING WITH HER BOSS A TEENAGE KID MY AGE SHE GAVE A RIDE TO WORK, THE NEIGHBOR,THE NEIGHBORS WIFE AND ANY THING AND EVERYTHING INBETWEEN.IT WAS ALWAYS THE SAME THING HE WOULD WAIT TILL EVERY1 WAS ASLEEP AND START BITCHING ABOUT IT AND BREAKING EVERYTHING CAUSE HE WAS DRUNK. HE EVEN WENT TO RECORDING ALL OF OUR PHONE CALLS CAUSE HE WAS SUCH AN OBSESSED LOSER.

HE WAS NEVER THERE FOR ME NEVER WENT TO MY PARENT TEACHER CONFRENCES STUDENT OF THE MONTH SHIT ANY THING I DID HE WAS NEVER THERE.GUESS WHAT THE FUCKN DICK WAS ALWAYS THERE TO DISIPLINE ME.

WELL I COULD GO ON FOREVER BUT IM DRUNK SO INSTEAD I WILL SAY ONLY THIS

MY FATHER DIED A LONG TIME AGO WHEN I WAS A LITTLE BOY,I GUESS I WAS TO YOUNG TO MEET HIM AND RICH KNIAZ IS NOT, WAS NOT AND NEVER WILL BE MY FATHER.

AFTER I MOVE OUT OF MY FAMILYS HOUSE I DONT EVER WANT TO HEAR FROM HIM AGAIN.

  
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SPILL THE GUTS THAT ARE ROTTING FROM THE ALCOHOL AND PILLS....   
12:10am 22/03/2009
 


DISTORTED..
YEAH, THATS ME. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO .
WHEN YOU KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO DO AND IT CAN HONESTLY SAVE YOUR LIFE AND NO ONE ELSE WANTS YOU TO DO IT AND DOESNT SUPPORT IT. wHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DO , CAUSE I HONESTLY DONT HAVE MUCH LONGER TO LIVE IF I DONT GET HELP SOON!
I EAT ONCE A DAY NOW I EAT A VICODIN AT LEAST 3 TIMES OR MORE A WEEK AND I DRINK EVERY NIGHT OR DAY.
ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS GETTING HIGH CAUSE IT HELPS ME NOT THINK ABOUT HOW SAD I AM. IM FUCKN MISRERABLE I HATE BEING ALIVE.
IVE BEEN CRYING OUT FOR A FUCKN LIFE TIME AND NO ONE CAN HEAR ME.

I  CANT DO THIS MUCH LONGER...


DO IT... DO THAT SHOT YOU SAID YOU WERNT GONNA TAKE YOU FUCKN PHYSCO !
I HOPE IT MAKES ME SICK...

SUFFER IN YOUR PESTILENCE
YOUR FACE IS TURNING BLACK
THE REAPER MAKES HIS FINAL ROUNDS
HE'S RIGHT BEHIND YOUR BACK
HES RIGHT BEHIND YOUR BACK
AND THERES NO WHERE YOU CAN RUN
YOU MIGHT AS WELL JUST LAY THERE
COUGHING UP YOUR BLOOD ....
--THE GREAT APPAHANA (timus h christ / me)
 

  
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uhhhhhh i dont know..   
01:39am 27/12/2008
  snort alot of drugs.. IM THE PRESIDENT IM THE KING. lets smoke weed...  
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Time has shown...   
09:50pm 13/12/2008
 
mood: lesbian
Appahana isnt  my good he's my devil and if im gonna ever be right again Appahana must die..



The rise and fall of appahana.

Some times it's best to  listen to the universe		  
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To the good old days in the making   
06:24pm 06/10/2008
 
mood: i need you to fuck me
music: jesus and the angle band doesnt exist
Hey just remembered i had a nigger nigger live journal .Lets get Drunk and celebrate the good old days.When i was a physco IM SANE NOW IM SOOOO FUCKN SANE SO SANE SO SANE ..My liver almost doesnt hurt my eyes are wide open and im completely  alive alive and awake...ok i guess i need some lovin ,I need your mouth down to the base of my penis and  i need to fuck ..FUCK ME FUCK YOU FUCK FUCK FUCK. DRINK VODKA DRINK VODKA		  
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biiiiiitch   
10:36pm 27/10/2007
 
mood: amused
 Excuse me while i kiss the sky		  
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or is it   
06:20pm 14/10/2007
 

The flu

 
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the roof the roof the roof is on fire   
10:25am 28/09/2007
  we  dont need no water let the mother fucker burn,BURN MOTHER FUCKER BURN!  
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we aint did nothn we aint supposed to do cause yous my shorty   
01:47pm 18/09/2007
 
music: Chuckies new hot hot heat cd
 OMG OMG !!!!!!!  LIKE TOTALLY lol!!! B4 U G2 bed call  L8er! You fuckn morons silly fuckn gosses and sons of bithces? !!! ??? who ??? Thats all ? Who ? One day we had to go in the black neighbors house with two black girls to protect them while the took all there shit and droped it out the back window! after my dog said it was dissapointed in me and walked away and rose a little flag with a dog picture on it and said "live above the influence" Then ran away TWICE in one day ....I made a dead man last night and smoked hydro witch is just water !!!		  
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i am not! just not really chuck   
05:20pm 11/09/2007
 
music: Global guts not on my tv
i am not 
iam not chuckie i am not him i am not he the person whos live jounal i am using .
Jill is not my neighbor and buddy is not my dog! This is not my house nor am i eating my brownies.My mom did not make these brownies that are oh so delisious.I AM NOT WHO U THINK  i am not chuckie		  
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the loonitic is in my mind   
05:33pm 08/08/2007
 
music: hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
Im sick of being poor not having food working my ass off for a life i dont want to lead,Im sick of smelly fuckn idiots that i always end up with as roommates.I am so fuckn sick of the trail of dirt left in my house and the sick fuckn stench that follows.Im sick of trying to fix the fuckn shit for it to just happen again! I have so much hate!!!! Oh and i almost forget  I Hate the towliet filled with shit and piss every fuckn morning i have to flush down because i guess its not that easy to do for every one SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST FUCKN STUPID! I HATE ROOMMATES FUCKN HATE THEM!My dad is in the hospital and after he wont be able to work for like 12 weeks and i an offically jobless and YEY i get to go to the villa tommorow to see if i can get a job.Thats gonna be a hell of a fuckn price cut and not to mention the hour cut.And now im stuck not moving cause if i do it will screw my family over and theyd be extra poor even tho they allready are gonna be after they pay off all there fuckn hospital bills.just when i thought things were looking up and i was gonna be able to get my life going the way i want .Fuck this Fuck it all! thats my motto.Im gonna ignore all my problems till they get as bad as they can get then ditch every thing! WAAAAHHHH WAHHHH WAAAHHHH poor me and poor smelly boy  that im going to kill.IM LEAVING AND GOING TO THE U.P FOREVER peace		  
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does any one like these pictures?dont be afraid just let me know!   
09:57pm 21/07/2007
 
music: masterbation

Hell fuck shit dick bitch ass.When i get home im gonna blow the shit hole to shit burnt shit  and if any one is there and they try to crawl out the blaze id put a gun to there heads and shoot em.I try...whats the point ??? fuck it all children fuck it all!!!I need a cute little bitch that i can lie to and say i love you warp her mind till shes crazy and then move on.Thats the moral of the story..Actually the picture i have are the moral of the story take a second to marvel at them........................Ohh and try to smile theres no reason not to...


This bitch likes cum SMiLeSmILE DONT FORGET TO SMILE


SMILE

  
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went to school today with an oozie theres this kid he teased me so i shot him in the face   
08:28pm 20/07/2007
 
music: keep on smiling

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WAHHHHHH WAHHHH WAHHHH OHHH ME POOR ME WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LOSER LOSER LOSERRRRRRR WAHHHHHHHHHHH!!! 
This bitch likes cum SMiLeSmILE DONT FORGET TO SMILE

  
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Farmers Used 2 Beat Us   
07:33pm 18/07/2007
 
mood: super sonic
music: i think the dog is singing to me ..
GLORY GLORY GLORY HALLELUJAH.Every one hates me i have a whole live journal friends list and every one on it hates me! Well if thats the case  SUCK MY BLACK MAN COCK my hudge black fuckn dick in your fuckn throat ! Jesus why does every one hate me? What did i dooooooo wah ahahhhhh.Fuck it fuck you all right in the ass like a pit bull raping a 2 year old. If i had a dollar for  every mother fuck who hates me id have a dollar for YOU.Well i dont know what i can do to make every one love me but i cant wahhhhh wahhhh love me love me love me !!! WHHHHYYYYYY WAHHHHH  am i gross ugly or fat cause i can change i can change !Fuck all the police let riot give the man a run for there moneys !whoa theres a cop in the garbage getting a hard on for every little seed or stem he finds.Or maybe its his gun and maybe he really needs some bottles to take back to by some young white sluts in detroit. Suck the man with the badge my dick got choped off in the freezer door. Well i dont like you either just get lost!!!!




























































































































































if you can just let me know why im so stupid...




STUPID STUPID STUPID




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Silly boy   
09:52pm 07/07/2007
  I just wish i would die soon i seriously hate living it drives me fuckn crazy I JUST WANT TO DIE to make my self happy i really dont know the 1st step.Even if i do make my self happy i got to work to stay happy and death seems way easier.To bad i cant kill my self.On a happier note ...oh wait fuck that  
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this is the entry to u not the last one (DF)   
04:31pm 07/07/2007
  Dear sarah i do not understand why you get so pissy over dumb things.No one is trying to piss u off but you dont seem to under stand that.I sure hope you come around and realize that you need to not take every thing so personally  cause when we say shit to you we are joking like friends do.smoke a thousand bowls and chill out k....  
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Can you bob like dillan on my pita like this ...   
02:39pm 03/07/2007
  good thing at my house there isnt any internet cause its addicting.I rather live in a real world where i can see real thing that arnt on a screen and express real fealing s that arnt lol and :(.But hey if its there i use it just like many drugs! This is TIM(DF) signing off . not really actually...I put the lotion on my lips..They are chaped and its either that or dog shit and lotion probally taste better.Every one is gonna die who reads this unless your a robot or jesus cause if jesus is reading this thats a sure indication he probally wont die if he hasnt allready..This is DF(DF) saying DUMB FUCK dump truck you got numb nuts and you lick  dry cunts  there from old sluts...Who smell like ciggeret butts...  
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11:38am 02/07/2007
  whaen i was riden the bus at 6:30 today i was gagging the whole way up gratiot tryn not to puke.It was fuckn shitty soon as i got off i puked up some clear acidy puke that taste like OJ kinda...  
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Prince Muhamad we welcome u to earth.Come eat with us.   
02:56pm 30/06/2007
 

Ive sold my self out to the devil!One day you say you never will use myspace and one day you you use myspace.I blame it on that fuckn faggot Tom that fuckn weiner.Ohh well...Hey fuck all of you who read this yup FUUUUUCCCKKK YOUUUUU.I hope when you all die god takes a huge shit in your mouths and sends you all to hell.I miss my doggie maybe i should go see her i need a blunt and the wraps are at my house ne ways so i will go there then leave..Forever..I hate my house...I kind of feal like you sarah cause ive been online to long so im gonna stop this madness...



To Whom it may concern....

  
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and they scattered out the vcr   
04:19pm 11/06/2007
  some rude ass bitch yelled at me today for walking through her neighbors yard.I yelled back.the end  
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